It's been awhile

Wow it's been awhile since I've posted anything. I know that I made my husband sound really bad last time and I was feeling all that at the moment but my emotions have been going up and down, up and down here lately. I thought it was just normal PMS but woohoo I'm pregnant. I'm SO excited and so is DH. We've been trying to have another one for almost a year. I had even made an appt with a fertility specialist. Go figures that I find out about the baby a few days after I set the appt. I have been a bundle of nerves and sickness since before I found out. I SO thought I had a stomach bug. I was waking up in the middle of the night to puke. Now it's just during the day. I'm SO SO tired but I can't sleep and when I do it's restless and I end up hitting or kicking DH and he gets NO sleep. Several nights this last week we've slept on the couch just so we can get some sleep but it hasn't worked. It really doesn't help that Ryan thinks that 5:30am is an acceptable time to get up. Then when I do get a chance to nap I just can't fall asleep. This is going to an extremely long 9 months. I don't go see the doc until next month but I imagine I'm going to be high risk with gestational diabetes and having a prior preterm baby with placenta previa with my last pregnancy. I'm dreading them telling me that I have to be on bed rest. I have no one to help me during the day with the kids and we will have all of them right before I'm due. The kids seem excited to get a new brother or sister. I'm really hoping this one is a girl. We need another girl around here to even out the hormonal balance around here. Right now there are 3 boys and two girls. One more boy will just push the testosterone level in the house way to high!! But only time will tell. I just wish I could get a nap *yawn*